Why I Need Oppression

Have you ever woken up on Monday morning feeling oppressed, guilty or ashamed because of excesses during the weekend?

I do. Often. And the last thing I want is to eliminate it.

Before I even open my eyes on Monday, there is a storm in my mind. There are accusations. “You didn’t work enough. You didn’t make enough money. You could be short of money, particularly in these difficult times.” And so on…

After I get out of bed, make some coffee and go back to facts, I see everything is in order and improving. I have answered people. I have taken care of the affairs of my clients. I closed negotiations. I have worked until Saturday 5pm. My income has just increased.

How can I be two conflicting people at the same time?

As a matter of fact, I am. You are. Everybody is.

Consciously, I see myself as a good professional. The unconscious mind, however, storms me with oppression.

For a long time, I did not see this oppression inside of me — I was unconscious of it (3D). Nevertheless, unconscious things continue to exist and have effects over our lives. For years, I overworked, until exhaustion, unaware of the reason.

One day, I quit pretending that the oppression did not exist. Moreover, I admitted it existed for a reason, for a purpose (4D).

Given its accusations, this unconscious oppression wanted me to work hard in order to make more money. Therefore, this was its purpose.

At first, I could not understand. I already work hard, and I already make money. The oppression seemed redundant.

Then, it struck me.

My psychological structure is creative. This type of structure focuses all its power on ethereal creation, leaving behind the material world, considered inferior and boring. I was able to create a full fifth-dimensional post-Jungian Psychology system — a new paradigm — but the idea of making money out of it simply did not cross my mind until recently.

The oppression revealed to be the part of myself that rebels against my creation and work remaining ethereal and not translating into large amounts of money. The oppression exerts high downwards pressure over me, forcing me to move forward towards the material world. That’s why I need oppression so badly.

Realizations like this come from establishing a conscious relationship with the unconscious mind (4D). The inner enemy reveals to be your ally. Pain and problems can turn into achievements. In my case, oppression becomes money.

I have finally understood the meaning of Monday mornings. Perhaps I will increase the weekend excesses.